Monday, February 20, 2006

Quote for Oskar Schindler

"Whoever saves one life, saves the world entire"

Schindler's List - I have seen this movie couple of times. A great movie.. an abode to a Great Man - Oscar Schindler.


'No one will ever know exactly what made this complex man do what no German had the courage to do. Oscar Schindler rose to the highest level of humanity, walked through the bloody mud of the Holocaust without soiling his respect for human life - and gave his Jews a second chance at life.' - Extract from website www.aushwithz.dk
To unfold.. visit: http://www.aushwitz.dk/lamus.htm

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Quote of the Week

"People wish to be settled. Only as far as they are unsettled is there any hope for them" - Ralph Waldo Emerson

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

A dialogue with Self - Part 2

Something is terribly wrong... Something is dying... Only few days have passed.. Say, roughly one week that I've put in my efforts in this direction.. and within one week I am feeling exhausted.. How will it happen then?? I don't want to let it die so soon.. You were asking about the issues and concerns na.. this is the most critical one.

The energy dies out.. the focus fades away.. and it is very important to keep this fire alive.. otherwise.. the only outcome possible is… obliteration, and I don’t want that to happen.. So, I’ve to fight with myself.. I've to keep reminding myself of the promise that I've made.. and yes about the most important thing.. 'The Miles' (..and Miles to go before I sleep)

Sometimes we create all frenzy around our naive ideas.. We tend to think that these ideas have got great potential.. a big promise.. and we start working on it.. not gradually.. not in a planned way.. but infact we pounce upon the idea.. the idea of making our idea BIG.. and we start working on it without giving it any serious thought.. And then in due course of time we realize, that there was nothing big in that idea.. but we could have made it great.. if only we could have planned that in different way.. So, getting carried away by the idea is the second issue... leading to lack of planning, which is third..

Well... Top three issues are here.. and I've faced them all within just one week of my dreaming high.. I'll share more insights.. as and when I'll face them..

Hope to get some insights from you as well..

Hello.. Hello....... Where are you buddy??

Inspiring Quote: Paulo Coelho

Shekhar Gupta had an interview with Paulo Coelho (author of "The Alchemist" among other books). A quote: "there is only one thing I really treasure in a human being. You can have your fears, you can have your moments of doubt, but you can never be a coward. You have to face your fears, you have to overcome your moments of doubt, you have to believe that if you look for it there is always a solution. If you really want something, the whole universe is going to conspire to help you. But to do that, you have to be brave. Brave enough to fight for things that are meaningful to you. Not meaningful to A, B or C, but to you."

Think over it !!

Friday, February 10, 2006

A dialogue with Self - Part 1

'Is there something amiss??… That energy.. that enthu... was it for real ???… Yesterday, was I really up to something.. or, was that influence of spirit??.. Oh! Wait.. I remember now.. Nope.. I didn’t have any alcohol yesterday.. Then what??… ummm???… so, it must have been Real... Coool, Now what?? If that was for real then how should I feel.. exhilarated??… but the thing is that this is simply not possible… Within an hour I have to leave for office… have to go there and do all the work they pay me for.. and this is the only truth… what else??'


Alas! Okay tell me then what should I do now??

“Get up from the bed and get ready for the office buddy… u can’t lie down and think for eternity. Look ahead.. you have a job that assures you certainty.. regular income, that can accommodate your extravagant life-style, can help you in settling up your liabilities. Get up man and start moving… your workplace is waiting for you...”

But???… okay let me share with you a deep secret of mine.. Buddy.. I don’t like this job.. and I’m sure that I won’t like any other as well.. as long as I am working for someone else.. for someone else’s company I will not like it... I don’t want to do any routine job.. Do you really want to know what kind of work I find most interesting and what I would have loved to do???
I want my ideal work to be challenging.. New challenges every day… every moment.. so that every morning when I get up.. I can see a new challenge in front of me.. I want to own responsibility for every act of mine.. I want to own my work.. I wish to run my own company.

“Hey.. hey bugger.. stop it.. cut the crap…and start moving.. you have got a lot or work to do. Remember that document.. you have to freeze today..?? You can’t afford to waste your time thinking all this..”

Buddy.. look at me.. I am serious.. damn serious.. and you know what I have been doing for the last few days.. How seriously we are thinking about this thing.. and you are just shrugging this idea of mine… Please… please understand me.. and suggest me what to do? Yesterday I came across this article from entrepreneur Rajesh Jain, which said that you have to come out of the shell and stop looking back if you want to do something of this sort.. It said that if you have got an idea and wish to start up your own company.. then please.. quit the current job.. and don’t look back.. He also talked about N+1 factor i.e. Entrepreneurs often falls victim of this N+1 cycle which is nothing but waiting for one more year before starting a company of their own.. Article said that till the time a person has got an exit route he couldn’t put his heart and actions completely focused on new start up.... Until it is a do or die situation one can’t do justice to the amount of hard work and focus any start up requires.. Article also said that it is very demanding.. and challenging.. Well, I don’t know nothing.. I just want to go ahead and do it.. I wish to take it forward… It is surely worth giving a try.. and I am going to do it.. That’s for sure.

“Well.. well.. If you are so serious.. then I think we shall get into more details.. Tell me now what’s your prime concern??.. What is the main hurdle if you are so sure??”

There are plenty my friend… plenty… I will share every hitch and concern with you some other day.. as the list is too long.. But today I would like to tell you that… I can see what I am upto.. I have always wanted to start my company.. and I swear I won’t let this fire die… Come What May.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Wherever I may Roam

"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take; but by the moments that take our breath away" So truly quoted in movie "Hitch".

I realised true sense of it on Sunday, 4th Dec. 2005. After 3 days of continuous and heavy rains when I finally saw sun shining down on Chennai, I could no longer refrain my inner urge of going for a long ride on my new ThunderBird. I called up few of my friends but everyone was hooked up with something or other. The urge was so strong that I decided to go alone. Anyways, it doesn't matter much as long as I am with my ThunderBird. So, I started all by myself (humming the song from Godsmack - I stand alone) from RA Puram around 1:00 PM and within no time I was on ECR.

I would like to share one more fact about myself before I take you forward with my experience. I had never been a bike enthusiast. I always preferred to drive a four-wheeler over motorbike. I never owned any bike before, and this is the first time I have got my own bike. Only after riding my ThunderBird, I realised that it is not just about necessity.. riding is an experience of its own kind.. and riding Enfield.. is a Statement.

Well.. back to the Sunday’s Trip. I was enjoying my ride on ECR.. I didn't know where I was heading to.. I was just on for a nice ride.. with no destination.. no aim.. no where in particular to go.. riding just like that.. remembering a song from Metallica’s Black Album - 'Wherever I may Roam
''the less I have the more I gain
off the beaten path I reign..
rover, wanderer, nomad, vagabond ..
call me what you will....'

It was only when I crossed the toll gate on ECR and saw one milestone stating Mahabalipuram as just 30 kms away that I thought of making it to Mahabalipuram.I was really enjoying my first ride out of Chennai.. with a long stretched road ahead.. sight of sea on my left.. a pleasant weather and feeling a cool breeze on my face..

I rode for another 20 odd kms. when 'The Thing' happened.. I spotted a group of around 10-12 Enfield riders.. who were standing just off the road and enjoying the site..Immediately it struck me.. that they might be from Madras Bulls. I was aware of this club and had applied for the membership as well, but was not formally inducted to the group.I turned my bike and headed towards the Group. I was greeted by Vinod and Abhijay and yup! They told me that they are from Madras Bulls. I introduced myself to the group and they extended me an offer to join them. And there I was.. no more alone.. And after that it was like living a dream..With 10 Enfields thumping and ruling the road, we rushed towards Mahabalipuram.. It was an amazing experience for me and awesome site for others..

It didn't take us long to reach our destination. All of us parked our bikes together and headed for a restaurant. There we had a grand gala time.. We talked about our experiences.. about upcoming events.. upcoming rides.. and what not.. Each and every person in the group was so friendly that they didn't let me feel as a newbie.. I felt like being a part of the Club from a long time..

After a couple of drinks and a lot of masti.. we finally rolled back towards Chennai around 5 PM. Again with 10 bikes roaring and thumping together.. 'Everyone gives way for Enfield' and I witnessed how true it is, while coming back to Chennai.. I was doing 60-70 when I saw Vinod far ahead on his Machismo at 100+. I too was tempted and that was the first time I touched 100. It was an awesome experience.. There was one more group riding some other machines.. they moved their bike towards one side of the road to make way for us.. and when one person of that group waved his hand in appreciation.. and I felt like being on top of the World.

Finally after a long and interesting ride we were back in Chennai. The only sad part of the whole trip was that I didn't get the chance to say Thanks to such a lovely group. We were supposed to meet at some food joint in Adyar, but while coming towards Adyar somewhere near Tiruvanmiyur I lost track of the group.. I tried for some time to find the group but could not find them. I had to see off one of my friend who was about to leave for Hyderabad, so I gave up the search and went straight to my friend's place. I am posting this story not only to share my experience but also to thank the group, which made yesterday one of the memorable days of my life. I know I will meet them again and will extend my thanks personally but I don't want to wait till then. Looking forward for more and more rides like this one..

Hail Madras Bulls!!!

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

No... I'm not an Atheist...

No... I'm not an Atheist..

I do visit holy places.. Then how can they call me Atheist.. I've been to many temples.. what if I don't believe in making any wish there.. I've been to church.. what if I don't pray. I've been to Mosques.. what if I don't believe in different Gods... And I don't miss a chance to go to shrines... what if I believe in only one Supreme..

Why don't they trust me when I say I am saint.. I worship one God and I don't miss a single chance to pay my reverence to 'It'.. The Ultimate.. The Supreme - 'The Mind'

When I speak my mind to them.. they ask.. 'why then do you go to the shrine places?' I know I can't argue them.. I know they won't understand.. How can I tell them that I go to these places just because I wish to serve The Supreme - The Mind. How can I give them reasons.. which they won't associate with their sketch of God.

How can I tell them that I go there because I believe that where ever there are thoughts there are energies associated.. where ever people think.. there are vibes... And how can I tell them.. that these energies affects every other person around them.. Where ever there is mind the thoughts flow and these radiations are absorbed in some way or other by the persons around them.. Will they understand that I go to such places because I believe that people come here with positive thoughts, loaded with certain beliefs.. and so knowingly or unknowingly there are positive radiations spread all around such places.. And I go there to absorb such radiations.. They don't know why they feel so relaxed and good when they go there.. They give all credit to the place and the Figure associated with that place.. Why are they so ignorant... I know that they won't accept that, but the feeling that they experience at such places is because of the positive thoughts of people and the optimism with which people visit such places.. And the irony is that they don't seem to recognize their own contribution..

To add up, one more thing happens once in a while.. Some of their wish comes true and they tend to believe that that is because of the Almighty's wish and His power to hear and respond to the pleas. What they don't understand is that.. again it is because of their own thoughts. It starts from the point when they go to such places with a belief that if they will ask anything truly and honestly, it will get accepted by the Almighty and they will be rewarded with their wish. They just ignore the fact that when they make such wish they tend to believe that it will somehow come true.. resulting in change in state of mind.. their thoughts change unknowingly from negative to positive and they become optimistic for that particular wish.. for that particular thing they have asked. Every time they think about it they know that they will finally get it as they have made such a wish to the Almighty... And what they don't understand is the power of Mind.. They don't know that It is so powerful that when it is set to get anything.. it gets it.. and even impossible is made possible.. The only thing is to believe in what you do.. and I can bet on it.. that once the thing is there in mind - both concious as well as unconcious.. no one can stop mind to achieve it... Come what may..

Now how can I tell them all these things when their own concious choice is to remain ignorant.. How can I tell them that 'Mind' never stops.. it always thinks.. even when you are unconcious.. it never stops.. it keeps thinking... Then.. How will they believe that I go to shrine places because I believe that going to such places will streamline my thoughts for atleast some time.. How would I justify that I believe that atleast till the time I remain at such places.. I think only good and positive.. feel positive.. One has to control his/her thoughts.. and they won't understand that I go to such places to practice better control over my thoughts..
So, it's just the ignorance... and I can't challenge one who wish to remain ignorant.. so I know that they won't understand... and I don't have any issues with it.. but can I ask one thing.. can I request one thing.. to them.. to all of you.. who don't understand me.. that.. in the name of my trust and my belief in The Supreme-'The Mind'...
No.. Please don't call me 'Atheist'.